Its time to ascend to your highest frequency and align with your highest self.
You have reached your desires up until this point.
Your dreams have manifested, but you still feel unfilled or like you are searching for something that you can’t describe.
This deep spiritual hole has yet to be filled with oracle cards, books, or meditation. It seems the more you try to connect the harder it is to connect.
And yet there is an inner knowing of wholeness. You have felt it, but it isn’t consistent. It’s like an inconsistent heartbeat or breathe that has you feeling like dying when you can reach it.
I felt this way for a really long time on my spiritual path and journey. These moments of highs and lows that left me feeling disconnected. I always got what I wanted but it was filled with stress, anxiety, and constant thoughts of is this shit even real?
I couldn’t trust the divine all the time. It was like the universe only had my back sometimes and other times I felt as if I was falling and no-one was there to help me or guide me.
And then I started to remember. Remember my childhood and how connected I was. How much I actually did use spirituality and even a little witchcraft and energy work as a kid. I would will things to happen.
I remember going to energy healers, psychics, and reading books on spirituality and energy everyday. Yet, I still couldn’t quite understand how to own my power and use my gifts. I felt like my psychic abilities were just flukes or good guesses.
I was constantly searching for the next modality I could try, or in a constant cycle of healing or growth, and doing all the things, all the time.
But I still was attracting toxic people, situations, and with each healing I was feeling more disconnected instead of the connection I was seeking.
My soul felt like it was breaking.
“I am doing everything right”
“I don’t know what I am doing wrong”
“I’m tired of not feeling enough”
“I know there is more out there for me”
I couldn’t do it anymore.